Everyone who pretended to like me is gone

I felt really lonely lately. As much as I hate to admit I am a sorry sentimental sucker who has been chasing the past. Seeking out old flames and situations that weren't necessarily good for me trying to recreate a time when I was more innocent and much less cynical. I will never be 21 again and thank god for that. My innocence was out of ignorance and having no experience to contradict it. I'm as smart and confident and interesting a person as I have ever been. I'm not pining for my youth anymore. I enjoy life at 25 very much.