When I watch you move I can't think straight, such a beautiful feeling

My camera is being shipped to Canon and I eagerly await news as to when I can start shooting again. Once it is fixed I want to take a lot of photos of people that involve fireworks or some other kinds of explosives. I feel like these past few weeks have been slightly devastating. I had some heartbreak, but I'm better and grateful for it. I kept repeating things can always be worse until it was sincere. The more I fail the more I realize I'm extremely blessed and loved. I maybe hysterical, overly sensitive, too quick to burn bridges, but I feel more myself and alive than I ever been.